Just a little too not over. ☺
Sunday, September 14, 2014
Sunday well spent with my mini me. ;) and family after a very long time na di ko sila nakasama. Tagal ko ng hindi naka pag open ng tumblr sad. :( nakakamiss so I’m gonna post na eveytime I have time na. :) hehe.
Tuesday, July 9, 2013
Show them how good you are. :)
Thanks to my bestfriend, Neil. :D Nakakatouch. :(( Supposedly my birthday gift daw. :)) Unfortunately he was in U.S. then, so now lang. :)) So happy and inspired!☺♥♥
Wednesday, May 22, 2013
Love my braids. ♥♥ made by my cousin, abby :) hihi. medjo loose-y pero ang pretty. :>
Wednesday, May 15, 2013
Splattered nail art. :D <3 hihi.
Tuesday, May 7, 2013
You never really know what you’ve got until you lose them.

I was scrolling my newsfeed when I saw his picture. He was sick. I wanted to ask him how he’s doing and what happened to him. but I can’t.. I spent hours typing and backspacing and no matter what I do, I just can’t send it. Maybe cause deep within me, I know that he’s family and friends are there for him and that he doesn’t need me.

I saw his present. I stalked her. Her page, her twitter, her blog. I read her posts. I read how much she loves him and how much she’s lucky to have him. And to be honest, I think actually, they’re lucky to have each other.. and I know nothing. I can’t explain what I felt. my tears ran through my cheeks. and I feel like somehow I’m strong writing this post, I might breakdown though, cause it was all just this afternoon.. 

I re-read our past conversations. Saw his drawings for me. I remembered everything. It was so painful. I feel so stupid for not seeing that everything I wanted was him… And I let him go.

Lesson learned the hard way.. Again. You never really know what you’ve got until you lose them. 

Tomorrow is my birthday. I wanted to wish him back.. But that won’t probably happen cause for one, it’s no more secret and two, nah. I was just kidding. That’s plain mean and selfish. And besides, I got nothing on her… on them. They are perfect for each other and I am definitely not exaggerating.

I just wish that everyone knows what they’ve got. And won’t take things for granted. Be contented. And always be thankful. May it be, blessings or lessons in life. And I hope this one come true, though it’s no more secret.. My heart will forever be grateful for knowing him. And I will always pray for him and wish him well.

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